"Walk By Faith, Not By Sight" 2 Corinthians 5:7
I’m so over life right now. Do you ever have those days where you just want to curl up in a ball and sleep away the troubles, or move far far away from everyone and everything familiar to just start over? Today I’m realizing that people don’t appreciate my spontaneity, and my me-ness, including my boyfriend. Furthermore, I’m learning that you can’t trust anyone here on earth. Yup, today sucks and I’m totally over it. I want someone to comfort me and hold me, but I also want to stay so far away, out of reach of humanity. I want to be accepted as a girl that has male friends and that that is an okay thing. I wanted to be accepted and appreciated for my guts to dance with as many people as I can just to have fun. I want to be understood in the sense of my needs. I need to feel loved and wanted, something I haven’t felt for a long time. Who is true in my life? What is real? This world is fake and only the soul will set you free to a world of the truest of trues.